Set Back.....

Hey Guys,
I have been on this 'Change your thoughts/mind, Change you life' kick- and it has really elevated my mood to a new level. However, yesterday I let some one's comment get to me, and this morning I woke up with that icky feeling in my stomach. Apparently, after I left work yesterday my manager hired another girl. I do not want to go into details, but I am SO sick of this. Too many people, different personalities, and NOBODY makes as much $$$$. I guess what hurt the most was that after working my a$$ off last week, I still feel like I wasn't enough.... that feeds into my mentality and biggest fear. I know he is needing someone who is willing to close later and weekends etc, but inevitably he always schedules them during my shifts, or GIVES them my shifts so they can make money too. I know I shouldn't focus on this, and anticipate the worst. Since my co-worker texted me (smugly, might I add) I felt my stomach turn over and I have been feeling like I am going to vomit ever since.  Butterflies (of the unpleasant variety- moths?)... Part of me wants to curl up, stay home and hide. I realize this doesn't solve anything. I just needed a place to vent.

On the + side, I picked up an extra tub of PGX Granules, HOLY BASIL, a book (Chicken Soup- it's uplifting and what I need right now), mushrooms, and The Keg's Seasoning Salt.

NEW CRYSTAL LIGHT FLAVOR, MUTANT TOMATO and Dessert!

Hey Boo's!
I hope all of you are having a wonderful Monday! I hope you are all feeling optimistic and positive! It's a great way to start the week, AND that much closer to Friday! A quick recap from Sunday- I managed to turn around Saturday's horror and had a WONDERFUL Sunday! I managed to cram all that I missed doing Saturday into Sunday (Superstore, Wholesale for 16bags of radishes, Walmart, SAFEWAY, Community Natural Foods). It was RUSHED, but I was in a good state of mind and Safeway was a SUCCESS! I also got some 'Personal Growth' audio Cd's (The Attractor Factor by Vitale).

Rewind to Saturday's MAJOR fail (superstore, co-op-, Safeway etc), I at least had the state of mind to capture these MUTANT HUGE ASS tomatoes at Co-op- AS IF THESE AREN"T chemically modified:

Need I say more???

Sunday I got 5 mustard's! YAY! Again, I fully admit to being a condiment whore! I also got 4 Salsas! I got a jar of Simply Natural's Black Bean and Corn, El Restaurante mild (2L jug), 946mL jug of Old Dutch Restaurante and a No Name Medium 2L Salsa as well!

MOST EXCITING, I FINALLY PICKED UP A SLEEVE (12PK) OR THE NEW CRYSTAL LIGHT DARK CHERRY POMEGRANATE!

Unfortunately, my favorite flavor Strawberry Kiwi was discontinued! Who doesn't like Strawberry Kiwi I ask you???!?!?

I ended my night (after dinner) with a pack of GG Scandinavian Bran Crispbread as usual, with a Protilife 'Ice cream".
For the Bran crispbread, I crushed them up, added PGX Granules, Davinci Sugar Free Syrup (Cherry, Vanilla, Cookie Dough, Peanut Butter, Hazelnut) as well as some Walden Farms Pancake Syrup and Walden Farm's Blueberry Syrup.
For the 'Ice Cream' I used a Chocolate Protilife, ice, PGX Granules, cinnamon, Davinci SF Coconut, Vanilla and Peanut Butter, as well as Walden Farms Pancake Syrup and Sweet and Low.

I added some of the Bran Crispbread. This was about * 8 as there are 10 pieces, and I use a piece per bowl.SO GOOD!!!

Sunday's Cookie Dough and revelation

 I am now 100% convinced my 'weekend' friend isn't sincere in his intentions toward me. He is never happy if I go out with other people and ignores all comments on them. When I try to share something that I am excited about or did without him he changes the subject and stays silent. I texted him about my victory over my hard water stain and wrote:

 "Me:1/Hard water stain 0!!! Buckley's pm 1/me 0! It kicked my ass! I went out for a bit last night and fell asleep in PUBLIC! lol".

I knew he wouldn't respond. About 6min passed and finally he wrote : "Glad you got your stain out; what time am I picking you up". He is in it for his own interest, not sincere, manipulative, pathetic and a toxic person who brings me down.

Gym this morning was 55min: 535cal/5.85miles. I had 2 480g bags of radishes, a HUGE peeled cucumber with Crystal Light's new Acai Peach packet, lemon juice and sweetener, 210g or mushrooms, 335g of romaine, 350g of microwaved cauliflower ( until mushy) with soy, mustard, and Walden Farm's Asian dressing:

Now I am about to make a repeat of yesterday's ORGASMIC BROWNIE BATTER/COOKIE DOUGH! This time I used:

- 26.5g Fibersmart by Renewlife

-Iso sensations 93 Isolate in Chocolate Fudge

-sweet and low

-cinnamon

-Sf Monin Vanilla, and Davinci Sugar Free Peanut Butter Syrup

I love the Chocolate Fudge flavor. It is a thinner protein, but the taste is really good. They have a fabulous Cafe Brazil too!

ORGASMIC Cookies and Cream Fibery batter/cookie dough

There are NO words to describe this. I have been making 'cookie dough' brownie batter for about 9 years now. I have forgotten how amazing BIO X COOKIES AND CREAM AND FIBERSMART are together:

Ingredients:

-BIOX POWER WHEY ISOLATE COOKIES AND CREAM (MUST)

-RENEW LIFE'S FIBERSMART POWDER

-Davinci Sugar Free Coconut Syrup

-Walden Farms Calorie Free Pancake syrup

-packet of sweet and low

-dash of cinnamon

First step: mix and let it sit uptil it thickens

THIS is BEYOND ORGASMIC

This must use the BIOX and Fibersmart- unique texture! Highly recommend trying this!