It was my birthday today, and I couldn't have asked for a better day! I just wish I had seen my baby sister! I woke up @ 3am with the worst MIGRAINE. I haven't had a migraine for over 3 months. My foot was THROBBING. I literally had 8 extra strength Advil's and TRIED to get some sleep. I did not want to spend my birthday sick, in pain and over all miserable. I was determined to make it the best day I could have.
I finally got up LATE and in horrible pain, and decided that I WILL go to the gym. My leg was more raw and inflamed than normal at that point in the morning. I had an okay workout- and was glad it was over. I was excited to go to work, because the girl that irritates me was off today, and the girl I LOVE was working with me! Also, one of my friends is a pro football player, and he was planning to come to visit me and get some supplement/training help. I HOBBLE to work, and my manager (had to take off from work early yesterday due to his son) texted saying he is taking a sick day. I was ECSTATIC! It's a different energy when he is gone! I am more at ease, and do a much better job. My only concern was that he would text the girl I don't like to come in. Luckily he didn't! I got a surprise delivery from a friend:
Sorry about the lame background! I also had a friend I USED to be super close with in stop by unexpectedly! I hadn't spoken to her so long and really missed her. I was actually thinking about her this morning-and for no reason she shows up! I had texts come in, and aside from some stupid customers, my day was so nice! I ended up working 2.5hrs longer than scheduled!
I also have 2 new clients! I need to get over my self doubt! I keep procrastinating and putting it off. It's all on me, and I am so afraid of falling short of expectations. Of being a failure. I am extremely sensitive to criticism and look to other's for approval/respect and acceptance. In short, I look for validation and justification in others. I feel like I need to constantly prove myself.
I also got some lip venom from a beautifully sweet girl that works in the building. My leg started THROBBING and I finally left work at 5pm, and hobbled to Shopper's Drug Mart for Ibuprofen. Their Advil's were ridiculously over-priced, so I settled for their ghetto house version. 100 soft gels for $18.99! I took the below picture walking home. How pretty! It was so warm outside today too!!!!
Happy Belated Birthday!
ReplyDeleteAnd you don't need to prove yourself to anyone else but yourself! Congrats on getting 2 new clients :)