Tuesday, December 22, 2009
I had truly a weird 'out of body' sort of day/week. I binged at work on Renew Life's Fiber Smart again. 500 calories... I also majorly binged on my bran crispbread. It's like I'm shovelling down pain, fear and anxiety. I am so ashamed of myself. I could really use some support, someone to talk to etc, but it's hard. I often feel like I can't be honest because you will all think I'm weird and unstable. That is not the case. We all struggle. I am a professional 26 year old female that is dealing (or 'not dealing') with a lot of emotions, pain and trying to suppress them, keep my head up and get through life. I am so ashamed of my binge eating. I read all your blogs, about your significant others, your families (my fam is the cause of all my pain) and so want your lives. No one has a perfect life, but you guys give me something to do, and so much hope and inspiration. Thank you to everyone. I hope to meet some of you one day, and become friends as well.
Posted by Protein Girl at 6:03:00 PM